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Anger Management :))

Because I am supermad (but not really still supermad right now, just a tad bit lesser), I am going to post my Rage Levels.

Nikki’s RAGE LEVELS 101 aka the Art of Anger Management

1. Level 1 - Distaste: It’s when I utterly do not like a person, place, event, act, or thing.
2. Level 2 - Anger Type A: When I really really really don’t like you that I want to scream at you. 
3. Level 3 - Anger Type B: When I really^3 don’t like you that I want pull my hair and eat you alive but I can’t because I’m still conscious.
4. Level 4 - Rage (initial stage): This is the part when I deliberately show my hatred by shooting glares, making loud noises, banging, etc. But no screaming of profanities. Maybe some minor cursing but no shouting. Really.
5. Level 5 - Rage (intermediate stage): This is like the silence before the storm. I will storm out (walk out), or just stop talking and will begin ignoring everything. But deep inside, I have already begun strangling you, tying you up a post, castrate you, then leave you to die and bleed by yourself. Then feed your innards to your relatives. Or kill them first and lock you up inside a room with their dead bodies leaving you no choice but to eat them to survive. (thank you 9gag for this awesome last idea.) Furtherest level reached, so far. Hence, all are safe within my brain.
6. Level 6 - Rage (the final stage): It will be a miracle to survive. Run for you lives.

What I want to say really is that I want people to know that my silence during times of argument, conflict, etc. actually means that I’m really really really very very very mad. It doesn’t mean I have backed out. I am actually trying to control myself. Because I know I shall be shouting profanities and other things which shall might cause me to hate myself afterwards.

That is why I stop. Stay silent, and try to stop my emotions from ruling me over. I easily get mad, upset, angry over small things. Which I know sometimes is unreasonable.

AAAAND, I also believe in the saying,

“IF you have nothing good to say, shut up.”

And in Psychology in college, I actually learned from one of my professors that when you’re mad at someone you actually care for (friend, family, anybody), it is best to stay away, sleep, let it past you, before you confront them or talk to them. In the heat of our emotions and feelings, we might say things we don’t actually mean.

And so, it’s better to stay silent. At first that is. If its still so biatchingly annoying, then I guess all legalities be damned.

Hahaha!

*another brain fart. :P LOL